Friday, October 30, 2009
No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do you lie to her, so much?
I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities well I was wrong
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating. (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start, start, hey!
Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?
That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's What You Get - Paramore
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9:05 PM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
This romeo is bleeding, but you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up
Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well,I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me
Yeah I, will love you, baby
Always and i'll be there
Forever and a day, always
I'll be there, till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
I know when i die you'll be on my mind
and I'll love you, always
Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh
Some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers thru your hair
Touch your lips, to hold you near,
When you say your prayers, try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man
When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words
You've been needing to hear, I'll wish I was him
'Cause these words are mine, to say to you
'Til the end of time
Yeah I, will love you, baby
Always and i'll be there
Forever and a day, always
If you told me to cry for you, I could
If you told me to die for you, I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price i won't pay
To say these words to you
Well, there ain't no luck in these loaded dice
But baby, if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams, and our old lives,
We'll find a place, where the sun still shines
Yeah I, will love you, baby
Always and i'll be there
Forever and a day, always
I'll be there, till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
I know when i die you'll be on my mind
and I'll love you, always
Always-Bon Jovi
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7:43 PM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Feelings should be kept to yourself and not shared.
Don't go on hoping if you know its not going to happen.
Don't delude yourself.
Trust your gut not your head or your heart, those usually get you hurt.
Being happy is over-rated, you always want more.
Being happy with friends is all about saying what they want to hear.
Don't say anything and no one will laugh at you.
Sometimes people just don't want you around.
Its best to remain alone.
These are somethings i have learnt in the short time i have been around.
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4:28 PM
Saturday, October 03, 2009
The world truly a wonderful place if we can just take the time to observe the things around you. Talking is all well and good, I do it fairly often and I enjoy it. That maybe so, but its hard to see things for what they are when your mouth is moving.
If you just take time to notice, you will find the world truly wondrous and you begin to see it completely differently. As Hannah recently likes to say, “they sky today very bright, it will rain tomorrow” which is true most of the time. The air also has a different smell just before it rains, the wind blows through your window and brushes lightly against your exposed skin, bringing with it a sometimes an unwelcome chill, sometimes a much needed cooling breeze. The wind is cool and moist, and more often then not, it seems to relax you. When it starts to rain, it almost never starts with a downpour, it works its way from a few drops, to a light drizzle and finally to a downpour. It is most beautiful after it rain, its so serene and calming so quiet, you hear the bird chirping, the leaves rustling in the wind and you feel the moisture in the air.
Part of the reason I like to listen to music is because I am intrigued by the way all the different sounds come together to make a piece of music. Though many don’t realize it, there are always the subtle notes played in the background that many don’t hear, they think these notes don’t matter, but it does, it matters a great deal. Without all these notes, the song sounds empty and incomplete. Music is also a very effective way to sooth the mind, and relaxes our body. It allows you to be free from the distractions around you and gives you time to do some serious thinking. The music fades into the background, as your mind wonders during those long bus rides, till it seems more like a measured beat that your thoughts can follow. It is trough these times that we truly are able to understand ourselves and better understand our situations and problems.
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3:32 PM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
So i think a post seems to be in order to just like you know make my blog alive again...
I have nothing much to post about...
never really been good at blogging...
i guess i have been better recently... you know happier...
i know why i guess but i am not sure if i should actually be happy about it... i will just wait and see how it plays out...
JC passed so fast... its like secondary school almost seemed to last forever and JC seems to pass at a blink of an eye.
i always thought i would not make good friends in JC. hmmm good friends not the right word.. friends whom i know will be there years down the road. everywhere i look, people seldom talk much about their JC friends my parents dont... secondary school friends yes. and so under all this influence i was under the impression that i too would not meet anyone significant in JC.
but as it turns out i was wrong. somehow it seems i have had alot of luck with friends in JC. my PAE friends, even though we studied together for less then a month, we all still hang out and its like we have known each other for years. hahaha
and the most shocking thing is my current class 0816. it seems as though all the right things happened for our class. to me, all our characters are different, but somehow these different characteristics overlap and seem to fit together so well. i am glad this happened i suppose... this is a haphazard post
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9:17 PM
Sunday, September 20, 2009
(Whoa)
(Whoa)
We were seventeen and invincible
Had the world figured out and the girl on my shoulders
Told me everything's gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
Yeah maybe we were in high school
But you never see the ending
When you're young and not pretending
Singing everything's gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
Buried her deep inside
Stars go kill my eyes
Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's in Ohio and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
But she's got a boyfriend now
(Whoa)
(Whoa)
Then I took a trip out to LA
For the girl with a smile that could take your breath away
I'm thinking everything's gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
Maybe I thought I could sweep in and
Sweep her off her feet and go right back to Boston
Thinking everything's gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
The streets keep holding on but now she's so far gone
Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's on the west coast and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
But she's got a boyfriend now
Take me back to you somehow
And everything that I know now it's so hard
I tore us apart
Take me back to feeling like the world
Would just keep dealing me the right cards
Now you're just so far
And I'm 23 and invincible
Got the world figured out and a bird on my shoulders
Told me everything's gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And when is everything gonna be alright?
Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's in Ohio and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
Cause then she goes
I wish that I could press rewind somehow
But she's got a boyfriend now
(Whoa)
(Whoa)
She's got a boyfriend now
(Whoa)
She's got a boyfriend now
(Whoa)
Take your
Take your breath away
Take your
Take your breath away
She's Got a Boyfriend Now - Boys Like Girls
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12:02 PM
Saturday, September 05, 2009
I seriously doubt that anyone is going to read this......
But I need a place to rant so i dont really care much who reads this...
I have officially succeeded in screwing up my life... congrats Matt you always do this. I just have to do something to completely destroy a perfectly nice picture... do i really like feeling sad??? i seldom do... i just seem like i am. but now i do feel sad and this has nothing to do with studies... i think i am a real idiot sometimes. i should just stop getting close to people, cause well when i do i always screw it up so better to not be in that situation in the first place, spare myself the pain.
I am sorry to all i have hurt, I am sorry to all i distanced myself from, i am selfish, i just one to lessen my own pain, but i am glad you are all still happy. I am sorry
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8:53 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all, most of all, it's built to last.
All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where we are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all, most of all, it's built to last.
Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all, most of all, it's built to last.
'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all, most of all, it's built to last.
Built to last -Melee
I've been quite happy these past few days, in a better mood i would say. I like this new feeling... it makes me happy... I hope this last.
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10:50 PM
Friday, June 26, 2009
The world today mourns the loss of one of the biggest pop icons in music history, Michael Jackson, The King of Pop.
He brought us 7 albums,
Invincible
Blood On The Dance Floor
HIStory
Dangerous
Bad
Thriller
Off The Wall
His album Thriller was the best selling record of all time selling more then a 100 million records worldwide.
He brought us many great hits like
Beat It
Thriller
Heal The world
Man In the Mirror
Human nature
Black or White
And so many more
Despite the many flaws he had, it cannot be forgotten that he did attempt to change, and we cannot deny the huge contribution this great man has given to the music world. Though he is no longer around to bring us more great music, it is needless to say that his greatest hits have become evergreen classics. He has set the benchmark for many other great musicians to strive towards.
May the King of Pop rest in peace!
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3:10 PM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Ok so here is how its going to be... My com is going to be kept away by me from now till the 9th of july so i will not be blogging or on facebook. so yeah see you all and all the best for all your mid years
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3:28 PM
